Embrace your changes.

One thing I've learned is that the world is constantly changing, and whether we see it or not we will always continue to change with it. Its up to you to decide whether those changes are going to be good or bad.

Are you going to continue with those bad habits of yours or create better ones?

We all struggle with breaking those bad habits, especially me. I can't tell you how many times ive told myself ill lose weight and for the first 3 days ill stick to it then boom day 4 back to my old ways. Its fucking annoying but here I am. I mean I can definitely say at one point I did so well. Looking back at old pictures i've definitely come a long way in so many ways. Even my makeup skills have improved. Anyways I low-key forgot the actual point I was trying to make with that. If you get the gist great.

Should I expose myself and post before and after pics to show you what I am talking about?

Fuck it, we are here to be real right?

College/ Montana Days , 220+lbs, depressed, excessive drinking, drug use, over eating everyday. Dealing with constant heartbreak, in and out of toxic situationships. Still living my wild best life.

2020. Happier, 30ish lbs lighter, unlocked my inner bad bitch. No drugs..well I smoke that ganja. I don't drink that often. But I can still throw back my tequilas don't try me. Learned to love myself a little more. But still a weird bitch.

Honestly I still don't really know if im making an actual point here, but I want you to know that no matter what youre going through you'll get through it. There were points when I wasn't sure how I was going to get over certain things. How could I possibly move on, or accomplish this or that. But I did it. You can too. Change starts from the inside, and will make its way to the outside as well. Trust me when I tell you, I am still on this whole journey of change thing too, this is just the beginning.